• Musings

    Death of Feelings

    It was supposed to be a good night. I was away from the burden of responsibilities. Listening to songs about friendship and love. I wanted to tell someone that he is always remembered, cared for and loved, no matter what. It was a fateful night. I was really very happy. I remember the jinx … it said that the mountains of my happiness will always be met with immediate troughs of sadness and pain. Oh! Why did I forget it that night? I was lying happily on my bed, just happy to be alone. It was a quite recluse I had been dying for. Soft breeze, light rain showers, a…

  • Musings

    The Odds of Loving

    Fear, Possessiveness, Selfishness… what do you picture? A mean and selfish man or woman probably. No. Its just the real side of love. The side devoid of frills and the side i usually talk about. This side is amplified when it is long distance. Don’t call these traits negative. They are just the manifestations of us imperfect humans. Another example, of how our soul, our emotions are not exactly ‘pure’ and ‘selfless’ as many people cite. In fact, we have been using emotions in a very negative literary sense. Coming back to where i started. Have you ever been in a relationship? Do you know what it is to hardly…

  • Verse

    That Blush….

    I never thought you will be around Though I always wanted you to be there I never wanted to be told how much I was loved Somehow I needed it the most I never wished to ‘fall’ in love But a rose in full bloom was enough To break the walls of uncertain resistance It took only seconds to destroy What I had been building for years I never knew I was so capable of loving I never knew I was the lover Who asks nothing in return Of endless love, mothering, Pampering and what not. I never had an idea that it felt so great To let the river…

  • Verse

    When I Said I Love You……

    I said ‘I Love You’ At an hour when people prefer to sleep At a time when i normally stay awake in my dreams. It was too late for 16th, too early for 17th Almost the peak of my loneliness When you intervened.   When i said ‘I Love You’ I meant that my eyes are closed To every other man on this planet My heart would beat only to survive The intensity of your emotions And the wrath of my ego I am a little high maintenance But not for you   When i said ‘I Love You’ I meant that from now on I would only think about…

  • Musings

    Love Can Change Your Life….

    Lately, i have been talking a lot about love. How you worry about it, how you want it and how it all is the single most basic need of every person. Today, lets talk about something very subtle and very subjective. Love changes your life. Love is something that may make you spin on one leg. Yeah, that is funny. Seriously. I have often come across people, books and theories that say that a little love can really turn around the whole process of being healthy, wealthy and wise. Honestly, they are not wrong and this post comes from personal experience. First of all, there is nothing wrong in being…

  • Answers & Advice,  Musings

    Why is Love Scarce?

    We all have grown up listening to fairy tales, watching movies and reading books. All tell the same story of finding true love and living happily ever after, forever. More recently, we have also been experiencing a different side of love. A love that happens in minutes and fades in days that follow. A love that happens in words and not in feelings, a love that happens in phone calls and not in emotions.What is the big deal with this conflicting idea of love? Why are we all looking for love and ditching everyone who tries to love us on the way? Why do we begin but never end this…

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    Hypocrisy… you ll never die

    Dear Hypocrisy,   You know you ll never die, never die, never ever die, and shall i tell you why?   Sorry if that hurts you Hypocrisy, but the truth is that people hate you. Be glad Hypocrisy, they fake it when they hate you. In reality, they love you. They will bathe in the Ganga, they will wash their sins. They might feel they are cleaning their soul of all the filth and dirt they have acquired through their lifetime. I seriously doubt this, first, because Ganga is not so clean now. They even leave their half-burned dead in the river, their sewerage and what not. Secondly, if washing the body was…

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    Late Night Thoughts

    a small story…. girls must read…. Late Night Thoughts when she cant sleep….. ” shall i text him? yes. no he must be asleep. but what if he is awake? is he missing me too? shall i call? will i sound too needy? am i pushing it too hard? what if he is talking to someone else? what if he doesnt reply? what if he breaks my heart? am i worth it? is she better than me? will he even care that i want to talk to him? does he miss me too? does he think about me? how would we look together as man and wife? what will my…

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    The Palmist is Wrong

    that palmist is right he predicted that i have a good fortune, i will get all material things in life, i will get success, i will get money, i will get fame, yes that palmist is right.   but no, that palmist is wrong he told me i have too many small lines on my palm that cross each other so i will be happy and rich but after every few months i will have a problem a problem that makes me lose my senses and tense me to the core   that palmist is wrong its you i don’t see for months then when i make up my mind…

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    love thyself

    I have many many friends And a few who I call the best ones Those chosen few who are and were The pillars of my happiness The rule for my smile And the formula for my joy. My friends were my life. There is one to whom I am the glorious past, That stands in ruins today, Maybe I was his love, maybe he loved me. Maybe there was a point in time, when his heart beat for me. And I broke it as hard I could, And I made him cry, So that I can weep when he smiles. Now he lies and audience To the sad performance of…