• Spiritual

    How Our Energies Interact, Really?

    In the last post, I was talking about the fact that we are not just people. Not just organisms with flesh, blood and bones. We are also the manifestations of energy. This is the energy that is stores in us all and often interacts with other people around. What I firmly believe is that we are all made of up of the same basic energy units but their proportion often makes us different from each other. I would like to refer to the concept of ‘Panch Bhoota’ (Indian/Hindi/Sanskrit) here. These five elements are supposed to be the very essence of human life. When you are born, you start life with a very…

  • Musings

    Death of Feelings

    It was supposed to be a good night. I was away from the burden of responsibilities. Listening to songs about friendship and love. I wanted to tell someone that he is always remembered, cared for and loved, no matter what. It was a fateful night. I was really very happy. I remember the jinx … it said that the mountains of my happiness will always be met with immediate troughs of sadness and pain. Oh! Why did I forget it that night? I was lying happily on my bed, just happy to be alone. It was a quite recluse I had been dying for. Soft breeze, light rain showers, a…

  • PCOS

    PCOS- Stress and Distress 5

    In the middle of discussing the symptoms of PCOS, here i am with something that does not really deal with a symptom. It deals with the results of these symptoms. The trauma of not being able to define a persona and the emotional wrath that PCOS associates itself with. It is very hard at times not to confirm to the beauty ideals of the society. Yeah you try to feel confident and tell yourself that you are great, but for how long? One day, probably in the middle of your cycle when PMS is more than ready to set in, you suddenly want to look at yourself in the mirror…

  • Musings

    The Odds of Loving

    Fear, Possessiveness, Selfishness… what do you picture? A mean and selfish man or woman probably. No. Its just the real side of love. The side devoid of frills and the side i usually talk about. This side is amplified when it is long distance. Don’t call these traits negative. They are just the manifestations of us imperfect humans. Another example, of how our soul, our emotions are not exactly ‘pure’ and ‘selfless’ as many people cite. In fact, we have been using emotions in a very negative literary sense. Coming back to where i started. Have you ever been in a relationship? Do you know what it is to hardly…

  • What Weakness Do ENTJ Personalities Have? Neha Joy Chauhan
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    Woes of a Start-up

    The woes of a start-up business are best understood only by a start up entrepreneur. When you are working from a small room with more fresh air and sunlight than clients, you are a hero in your own rights. Much to our accomplishments, we feel like hippies from the 80’s who have turned out to be corporate rebels. Yes, we are rebels because we do not wear black suits all the time and we can actually wear whatever we want without worrying a bit about the questioning eyes of the co-worker. Pyajamas rule the day and we all are seen sporting them along with some ‘value for money’ t-shirts. Wow!…

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    Glorifying Victimization

    okay so, now i have come with something that i really wanted not to write about for long. Victimization appears very nice. I mean wherever i go, i find people who talk about people who have been through a lot in their life, been there even when they were forced to eat the dust in relationships and jobs. They are talked about because they went through all this without opening their mouths, without protesting, without complaining. Not that being a rebel in every situation is good or endlessly complaining sounds too good to me, but yes, glory comes to those who ‘suffer’. why do good people never speak up? why are…

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    this crazy world

    its a crazy world in the end, with a few to love and lot to offend. its all about that popular trend, looking pathetic on you with all that money spent. we are crazy people looking for collective madness, and we believe that stupid liquor will erode the sadness. they taught me cleanliness was next to godliness, when they threw their dirt on roads and called it ‘saintliness’. i wanted some solitude, they called it bad attitude, i told him i want the stars, he was busy with the booze in the bar. who do u wanna be? a modern day feud? with no Victorian customs, its just the fancy car. boy,…